Preparing ourselves for the worst...

The past few days Cody has slept more and more. We seem to have a much better handle on his pain which is probably why. He has been communicating less and less. I took a couple of pictures of him and I just don't have the stomach to post them. I don't want to remember him like this.

Dr. Abu-Gosh came out to our house to visit Cody today. We talked with her for a while and she evaluated him. His fingers and toes are now looking blue which means that his lungs are starting to be less productive. His breathing is becoming more and more labored. She believes that it could be only a matter of a couple days. We also met with the Dr. from Hospice. We decided to sign up today. It is time.

The fact that we are at home makes some things easier but it makes it a little hard on the other kids. When they are not at school they can't get away from it. School is definitely good for them right now. Cody has tasked me with building all of his lego sets. He use to help but now that doesn't happen very often. At least that gives a mindless task to take my mind of the negative stuff. Diane doesn't seem to have that advantage.